Slow,Slow, Quick

dark days, gloomy nights poppin' pills to feel alright so many thousands of feet off the ground wind whispering in my ear, the only sound the clouds lifting me, I am home down pour beneath me, clearly shown finally towering over all the rest pain slowly fading from my chest you can see the worlds rotation up here I stomach each turn with nothing to fear body num,b, earth still and heres what steps in : free will high dive cuz i'm on over drive free fall forget it all rock botom, my life: out of hand screaming all the way down, because I can and suddenly... jus like that e v e r y t h i n g goes black clock sontinues to tick slow slow quick finally color seaps back into sight and then I'll do it again because this is my life.