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Sleepless

Another night, no sleep , With my white devil friend. How am I here again? This place, ed up place, Half way between life and death. I’ve lost all the control, It makes me so sad. Rail thin, hollow faced Is all I see looking back. Mirrors never lie? They can only show truth . You have a strong hold I’m Not sure I can break It’s all a love, hate. I want it, I don’t But I do, I need you Despise you, you. Brain is a mess, Don’t know what to do now With or without you. I just don’t know how to. I should try to lie down, Haha that’s a joke. You white devil My ever present and faithless friend I’m falling far and deep in a chasm Again and again! I’m hiding I’m crying I feel like dying How in Am I here again? I simply don’t know Which way do I go? I do want to climb Back out of this hole. But I’m so afraid, It’s a fear I know well. I’m tired, exhausted I’m broken, ed up Theres only one who can help Its just me, just myself. I’ve lost all my courage There is nothing at all. My faithless white devil, You’ve stolen my soul.

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Date: 3/27/2022 7:52:00 AM
Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
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Date: 3/26/2022 11:40:00 AM
Now you can really enjoy some carefree fun! Aloha!
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