Six Years

The last time that you saw me
It was all but six years ago
So you'll probably find it funny
That I'm still the girl you know

The last time that you saw me
I'll bet I was just as insane
My blood flowing along with the silver
But we pretended it was all a game

Avoiding all traces of reality
And yet it's the only place I stay
I wish my mind could slip to fantasy
And take this insanity away

They say I'm still that 16 year-old 
I'm inclined to think that's true
Physically, emotionally.. seriously,
it started even before I met you

I've been spending years reminiscing
About everything that's done
It's done, so why should it matter?
I shouldn't be stuck in this six-year stun

But here we are in the present
Both older and wiser, but just the same
Pondering how it could be this way
Always stuck in the same old game.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Melugin Avatar
January 11, 2017 at 12:16 PM
Juli Your gold pens drips with raw emotions in this one. Letting go and holding on struggle. No end in sight! Your writing inspires me! Chuck
Stover Avatar
January 10, 2017 at 6:16 PM
Excellent poem, I can definitely relate.
Dietrich Avatar
January 10, 2017 at 3:34 PM
Hard to be stuck in that same place, Juli-Michelle. If it is not meant to be, you need to move on. I enjoyed this and I hope you find someone really great in your life!
Andresen Avatar
January 10, 2017 at 4:59 AM
- We become older and wiser over the years - A great poem, Juli- Michelle :) - hugs // Anne-Lise :)
Lamoureux Avatar
January 9, 2017 at 6:27 PM
Sometimes games are fun. I enjoyed your poem Juli-Michelle.
Green Avatar
January 9, 2017 at 5:38 PM
Nice rhyme and flow to this Juli, and I really think that the more we change the more we actually remain the same. Nicely expressed.
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