Sitting Here

I am sitting here thinking Were you a curse or a blessing A lesson or a blessing Said I'm sitting here hoping Hoping you come knocking Sitting here praying Pray that you come crawling And as long as this heart is beating This heart will be loving Loving you though there is no reversing You have done the thinking And now you are walking Here comes the stressing , the long nights crying , endless regretting Now I have to be asking Was it because of the feeling That you are now leaving Said I am sitting here watching you leaving , my heart beating . teeth grinding chest bumping Just turn back and see the tears running Then darling start turning..