Sister

do you think of them when you lay down alone do you covet the attention I receive on my own is it worth the cost of losing my trust to satisfy your jealous lust touching the lips that belonged to me raping our bond of intimacy are you happier now that it is done keeping the secret of what you have become maybe I shouldn't have known about the deception your sex, the lies, and indiscretions but it's better to know those who are friends from those who are foe memories of childhood stained with tears recalling the pain that lasted for years I wanted you to love me the way I loved you I thought we could be close that's what I prayed for the most but you always stole what you knew was mine crushing my heart as you robbed me blind I never thought it was a competition even if that was your intention I guess I believed in something that could never be your loyalty only a fantasy I weep for what I believed was there leaving me in utter despair