Sister

do you think of them
when you lay down alone
do you covet the attention
I receive on my own
is it worth the cost
of losing my trust
to satisfy your jealous lust
touching the lips that belonged to me
raping our bond of intimacy
are you happier now
that it is done
keeping the secret
of what you have become
maybe I shouldn't have known
about the deception
your sex, the lies, and indiscretions
but it's better to know
those who are friends from those who are foe
memories of childhood stained with tears
recalling the pain that lasted for years
I wanted you to love me
the way I loved you
I thought we could be close
that's what I prayed for the most
but you always stole
what you knew was mine
crushing my heart
as you robbed me blind
I never thought it was a competition
even if that was your intention
I guess I believed in something
that could never be
your loyalty only a fantasy
I weep for what I believed was there
leaving me in utter despair
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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May 21, 2011 at 6:54 PM
ass hole..LOL i mean you know i was stalked..who wouldnt ask when seeing that pallette posting? jerk
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May 21, 2011 at 6:53 PM
your sex, the lies, and indiscretions ???? like what the hell, but i will dig deeper into these poems.. i know this is either one of you
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May 21, 2011 at 6:52 PM
when you are pure in heart like cyndi and i, we get conned..so it feels like people just talking to you, but getting info..is all..i spoke to her a few minutes ago on the phone..distasteful post..I am not all those things you wrote
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May 21, 2011 at 6:50 PM
enough of your games..horrible poem,..,you were not stalked like i was with susanne,,people can seem sincere..but not be..i am not all those horrible things you wrote here..
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May 21, 2011 at 6:49 PM
i do not covet my sister at all brendan..I am unsure yet if this is brendan or susanne i would need to dig deeper into the poems..I do not covet cyndi she is worth the attention, it was not about competition but i was stalked by susanne as you know and people can be sly,,,they can con you for information but make it look like concern
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May 21, 2011 at 6:45 PM
brendan this was not necessary, i spoke to my sister, I am not a lyer or anything you mentioned here..I told her i was in a palette site and it was weird,, this poem is horrible right after leaving her a comment
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