Sinner

I say sorry as I feel the best I've ever felt Moaning my apologies into the hand of a man that I know will never hold me with any tenderness Willing forgiveness from a God who will never grant it Hoping that someday, in the arms of someone else I can find some small semblance of purity I do my hoping silently among all the noise and the sweat and the filth I've brought upon myself I take what I can get Maybe I'll even learn to want it someday