Silent Whispers

Silent whispers scatter all round me Crowding me in making it hard to breathe Making me choke on all of the sin that I have committed Making me weak making me come down to my knees Praying in my head “OH GOD OH GOD PLEASE SPARE ME” Save me from all of this agony Maybe I don’t deserve it because I brought it to myself but I was a child I didn't know the out come could be so persist Playing with fire was fun until I got burned And no I may not have any scars or buries But the thing that I had to see was everything crashing and crumbing in to ruins Then it just blow away like the fire I use to lite the candle Thinking that it would bring light But it when out and I was too deep to know my surrounding Only thing that was there was darkness surrounding me in to the point where It took my breath One two three I drop down to my knees Four five six the truth is sickening Seven eight nine dose hate and love have a thin line Ten Is this the beginning or the end And why am I not begging I see the light but I don't come near Because in the darkness I can see clear But I am not sure if this is where I belong Curious but yet afraid I still pursued Just to get caught up by my demons who I thought we friend although I assumed See that's the only thing that can be tricky about the darkness to fall in the hands of the enemy without having knowledge But do I want to live if it has come to this Not trusting my self Not knowing the difference between the light and dark Or maybe I know the difference but I have already tasted the bitter sweet taste of the dark But I don't realize the difference any more making me question if the every was a separation Are they one in the same? because they both have the power to over come you But you have to realize is the loss worth the gain But heaven forbids for you to go out on your own Because that candle that you hold so tight and dare to keep you away from the darkness can always go out by a sweet silent whisper