Silent Whispers
Silent whispers scatter all round me
Crowding me in making it hard to breathe
Making me choke on all of the sin that I have committed
Making me weak
making me come down to my knees
Praying in my head “OH GOD OH GOD PLEASE SPARE ME”
Save me from all of this agony
Maybe I don’t deserve it because I brought it to myself
but I was a child I didn't know the out come could be so persist
Playing with fire was fun until I got burned
And no I may not have any scars or buries
But the thing that I had to see was everything crashing and crumbing in to ruins
Then it just blow away like the fire I use to lite the candle Thinking that it would bring light
But it when out and I was too deep to know my surrounding
Only thing that was there was darkness surrounding me in to the point where It took my breath
One two three I drop down to my knees
Four five six the truth is sickening
Seven eight nine dose hate and love have a thin line
Ten Is this the beginning or the end
And why am I not begging
I see the light but I don't come near
Because in the darkness I can see clear
But I am not sure if this is where I belong
Curious but yet afraid I still pursued
Just to get caught up by my demons who I thought we friend although I assumed
See that's the only thing that can be tricky about the darkness
to fall in the hands of the enemy
without having knowledge
But do I want to live if it has come to this
Not trusting my self
Not knowing the difference between the light and dark
Or maybe I know the difference but I have already tasted the bitter sweet taste of the dark
But I don't realize the difference any more making me question if the every was a separation
Are they one in the same?
because they both have the power to over come you
But you have to realize is the loss worth the gain
But heaven forbids for you to go out on your own
Because that candle that you hold so tight and dare to keep you away from the darkness
can always go out by a sweet silent whisper
Copyright © April Jones | Year Posted 2014
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