Silent Cry

I sit alone in this small room Tears flowing down my face I don’t know what to do anymore Everything is falling out of place I once was a very happy girl, full of confidence and glee I don’t know what had happen to the person formally known as me I am unhappy now the smile has faded away I don’t live each life like I use to, use to live it day by day I don’t know what to do with myself anymore I don’t know how to feel I wish this was all a dream, that this life I lead isn't real. But it is and I don’t know what to do I wish I had someone to guide me, someone like you. But no one sees the tears that fall, I shield it with a mask. So I will take a healthy dose of the liquid in this flask. I'll drown the pain and sorrow as I light this joint, Till everything gets all fuzzy and I don't see the whole point. I just want everything to be better, I want everything back I need a friend to hold my hand and guide me through this path. I don’t want to cry anymore, I don’t want to feel sorry for myself. This is my silent cry, My silent cry for help.