Sick of Missing You

I'm getting sick of missing you Forgive the wish to see this through The way we lived has left you cold Ashes last, but not to hold Whisper secrets, hide your view I'm too fragile for the truth So i wait for faith to shine In a home that once was mine Still I reach for grains of sand Squeeze them tightly in my hand All the damage that i've done Falls below and leaves me numb Tattoed in my honest voice Broken folds of fragile skin With my path still undefined Finding patience for these times I remember every day Flashes in my mind decay I'm forgetting how you felt Pierce my skin and show me hell So I scream into the dark Where Lost echoes will embark When these wounds will leave my heart And i'll meet you at the start