Sick Love

Without him I struggled, just to breathe
The scent of his skin, my addiction
I couldn't bear the pain if he had to leave
I couldn't resist the friction

   There were days, I considered taking my life
Just to ease the pain
Atop my nightstand, I kept a knife
My nightgown wore a stain

   He had no idea of the turmoil I was in
He said "we're just having fun"
He took my heart out for a spin
What would happen when he was done

   We would laugh and mock her together
How stupid could I be
He had my heart in a tether
And next, he would do this to me

   I must admit, I had him fooled
He believed me to be a player
My personality, I had tooled
I never wanted to betray her

   When I sliced my skin to release the pain
I did it for her AND I 
His love had me sick and insane
My soul, brittle and dry

   Perhaps it was him that deserved to bleed
Why should I suffer alone
All of this pain was derived from his greed
I GROUND HIM UP, TOOTH AND BONE

   My new best friend has become my lover
She assisted in the crime
If questioned of me, I know she'll cover
She too has been doused in his slime
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015


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Date: 4/14/2015 11:25:00 AM
More than just words and greatly significant lines for a wonderful day as this. I am happy to stop by. Great write and keep it up because I will still come knocking at the door of your wonderful pages.
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Date: 4/1/2015 9:16:00 AM
Powerful! Read my poem "Ripping" I have a feeling you will be able to relate.
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Anna Hopper
Date: 4/2/2015 7:54:00 AM
I will check it out. This is completely fictional though lol
Date: 3/30/2015 8:53:00 AM
Very interesting and intriguing write. A 7 Blessings Eve
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Anna Hopper
Date: 4/1/2015 6:43:00 AM
Thank you
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