Shut Down

Am I still a Princess if I don't feel like one? Confidence for blood Which now has run dry, nearly gone Can't tell which I dislike more, Myself or these mirrors Is there really an answer I am searching for? So Princess Xia needs to shut down Just for awhile And take off this crown That beauty which I once saw Were all illusions in my head In truth, its all a flaw These hundreds of writes which I said were poetic Are just words stringed together It's all pathetic I am no royalty Not a princess for sure Just plain me Maybe I deserve a slap across the face For chasing these wishes Which were out of place Not all wishes are meant to be caught Some remain just that, wishes That's what I have been taught This is me Riding the slope into depression Becoming its detainee