Shoved To Shake Me

So stellar you stood nearing immortality Shoved me away today, I'm only a calamity Strengthen the brain before and again Take the comfort level down to a chagrin Dwindle my emotions on love today To be stoned away from you is my pay Where you are is mine only to wonder Would you even mind if I were to ponder I'm so bent up, straighten me out now It hurts to be only this for you now Take it all away in all your ways I'll be here apparently for a few more days I can give you anguished attention This you will ignore during our loving detention So stellar you stood nearing immortality Shoved me away today, I'm only a calamity