Should I Leave the Feelings

“Should I leave the feelings” Should I leave the light I desire For i know it was equally dark and dry And leave the happiness i have When I am about to fly I pray to God if for him I know destiny will consign If he noticed my desire I know it was just for commercials. That longtime he smiled My heart beats fast like a drum and lyre. That feeling like I’m floating In the cloud of Columbus above the sky. One night we made history When he asked me to let him be. To let him in my clutch and bestowed him as me. That grasping exalted When he holds my hand And pulled me in his arms My heart beats burst like a dam. His arms get tighten when shallow emotions starts to collide and the hunger of having you Upsurge my inner lining appetite. That night you pushed me to fight Until such time i close my eyes, Thats moment I cry, I cry not for pain but; a cry of pleasure, a cry of delight a cry of jubilation, And a cry of desire. At the perfect moment Something is coming, The salacious love burst out After we reach the crest of lust. That beautiful moment done demise Should we meet again? Or my feelings will die. He starts to packed out And about to leave with a kiss And saying Goodbyes, He promised to come back He promised to be mine He swore his promise But, Why does it make me cry? I know I have to wait, the time you’re in vain. That little time you furnish I am desirable again. Days, months years passed I still hold his promises. I feel hopeless, I feel distress. Should i have to wait Or Should I leave the feelings?