Shock

like pulling teeth i can't wait to get this thing removed thought it was an ingrown hair but apparently the pain shows me where it really hurts state of shock phone too expensive undeliverable mail line of communication down beware the water side effects may include swelling and shrinkage waking up more dead everyday voiceless expressions no time to mourn the lost survivalism and denial remember me not forgotten how is life worth all this pain what did i enevitably learn in this experience surrendering to societies malfunctions I don't believe in Beware the water