Shine

my last night here and i have a beer to take away the pain of you just sitting there not saying a thing its ok ill be gone and youll get back your life it hurts like hell since i have gotten to know you so well your one of the best men i have ever known even if you do not believe so i didnt want this to be how it would end i still wanted to be friends but you just sit there staring at the tv screen not even looking at me makes me wonder if what we had even meant anything you make it seem like you want nothing to do with me i know im not the best i know i have my flaws i know im not really good at all but you made me feel like i was somebody even for a little while you dont know how much that means to me good conversation, good company, good booze you made me laugh like no one else had and im trying not to make you feel bad the memories keep crowding my mind all of them with blurred lines you made me feel like i could shine thank you no matter what happens you made me become who i used to be when i was happy i wish you knew how much it meant the time we spent maybe one day youll look back and remember and hopefully youll smile