Shhhhh

Shhhhhhhhh *Silence*...the air is dead...I'm alone inside ...I won't even speak...for what's the purpose?...no one will hear my words...no one around to understand....my innermost thoughts and emotions licked and sealed only to remain in this very large envelope....*Silence*..reticent speechlessness... where are you in my time of need?...the person that I'm meant to love...to connect with mentally and physically...at this point I could just use someone to TALK to...*Silence*...thoughts of violence are reoccurring....I'm screaming at the top of my lungs... but even after that the silence has once again returned...*THOUGHT THOUGHT UNCONTROLLABLE THOUGHTS... all control is lost...I'm overwhelmed with pain and sorrow...my will to live is gone...if only someone had LISTENED...*DEAD SILENCE* CiD *Conformity Is Death* BREAKFAST CLUB