She Hurt Me

She hurt me. She hurt me bad. Whenever I think of it, It makes me mad. When I'm with her, I want to cry. It stings to my soul, Even as days go by. What did I do That she did this to me? As time passes, Why can't I let it be? And now that years Have gone by the way, She wants to return To as it was yesterday. Try as I might, I just can't do it. As I attempt to, My emotions are split. I want to go back To her as my mommy, But after what's happened, That I can't see. But I feel obligated To be more than a friend. I'm afraid that Would only offend. So, what do I do? I just don't know. I'm really not sure Which way to go. Would someone help? I wish you would, please. Because until I know, My life's in unease.