She Doesn'T Understand

Things are heated, but she keeps telling herself that things will be "okay". Even if it doesn't. She still thinks about blaming herself! She's fighting the tears, because she wants to believe she desvers "better", but she can't believe it. She doesn't understand, what's going on? Why is it happing to her? What happen? She's not surprised, because this has happen to her before. She wants tp pretend that she doesn't care. But she can't anymore. She wants to be strong. But she can't stop thinking about all these thoughts and questions. What did SHE do wrong? Why is it happing, again?! What can she do to fix the problem? Or, can she even fix the problem? No! She can't, that's why she's so sad. She can't even find the word of how she's feeling right now, because at this point. It's way past broken.