Shame

I feel so ashamed, There's no one to blame But my self.. Excruciating pain, I try to scream but Nothing comes out.. And I'm so far from where I thought I'd be, My thoughts won't let me escape from Me, I tear myself down, I wear myself out, And I'll cry when no ones around Everything I had was taken away, What felt like was less than a day, And left me hopeless, Yeah, It left me hopeless... And I'm so far from where I thought I'd be, My thoughts won't let me escape from Me, I tear myself down, I wear myself out, And I'll cry when no ones around Something's got to give, Because I can no longer live, In hurt and despair, And not belonging anywhere... Because I'm so far from where I thought I'd be, I've been my own worst enemy.. I tear myself down, I wear myself out, I'm lost and want to be found....