Shame

When the weekend comes it starts with one drink
Half into the night I cling to a sink
A surfacing of weakness I quickly wash down
With pepper flakes of gold smoothed over with Crown

Why do I choose this reward for the week
To hide in a bottle and drown in a drink
But the night far from done when I refill my cup
I notice a spark as someone lights up

Another evil god to take me away
To a twisted heaven for this night to stay
The smoke through my mouth I feel in my toes
Ran up to my brain and out through my nose

I walk through my hall miles to bed 
To lay down this body and sleep like I'm dead
I notice a book that sat on the floor
A book that I read when I only four

Beautiful and sweet so precious to me
A story of man so old and the sea 
I wanted to cry as I was ashamed
I've let this book down and I am to blame

Oh Ernest I'm sorry for I do not know
Where I have gone with nothing to show
I clung to the book and asleep I fell
To dream about lions and stories to tell
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Culverhouse Avatar
December 18, 2009 at 5:53 PM
enjoyed reading
Devonshire Avatar
December 17, 2009 at 6:21 PM
It seems many great artists (including writers) turn to alcohol when they are lonely. Finding "The Old Man and the Sea" could only have made this sense of loneliness more profound, but it did spark your sense of creativity and adventure. The old man had to conquer his own fears and it appears you were able to do the same as you fell asleep filled with inspiration. Excellent writing, Micah! Sending happy holiday wishes your way, Carolyn
Kendrick Avatar
December 17, 2009 at 4:23 PM
Filling the night with dreams of Hemmingway's tales had to be good dreams. Keep the creative pen flowing. Sara
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