Shade of Pink

The flowers are some shade of pink, I couldn't really grasp the exact color because I was in a rush to get them to you, I didn't want that color, I wanted the color blue, Because I really don’t love you, Like that, I see you as a person I can talk to you, Not a person that I can lay next to, I want to break up with you, I don’t have the courage to so,That’s why now, I’m sitting next to you and your pink flowers, Wishing that I have powers, To change myself to someone that is not a coward.