Self Realization

Too many ups and downs in the journey
Too much sweet, bitter and honey

Far far away long way travel
Crying for peace in front of the devil

Destructed abstracted undefined destiny 
Self-realizations in the middle of the journey 

Multi-personalities in a tourney 
Giving up and giving in convicted felony 
For murdering the person in me
Painting characters to fitting in to see
Too many unanswered questions for thee 
Humming happily for the sunflower-like bee
Praying for God to unlock the key
Self-realization got me on my knee.

That I am worth it and worthless
That I am hopeful and hopeless 
That I am cheap and priceless.

I go round and round on my youth
Nursing my pain for pills of sooth.
I finally found out that realization is self-lose.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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