Self Loathing
I hate the way I look
I hate the way I feel
Can you read me like a book
If you can its no big deal
I do not feel to happy
I do not feel to well
To look this darn crappy
It makes me feel like hell
I despise my own emotion
I despise my little mind
And I do it with devotion
My hate has made me blind
You see I am self loathing
I hate me to the core
If this seems like pouting
I am about to do it more
Deep in my depression
And buried to my brain
My life is in recession
Its like I’ve gone insane
This tiny little pill
Will put me back to sleep
Losing all free will
Was really very cheap
If I sink any deeper
There is no where to go
I wait for the grim reaper
Cause one day he will show
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