Self Inflicted - a Suicide Story

Ability to face his fears, gone!
Bewitched by a demon for so long.
Could not conceive a positive thought.
Doom and dread was all he sought.

Echoing hallucinating voices in his mind.
Friendships meaningful, he could not find.
‘Go ahead, end it now!’…. 
He’d hear them say.
Interdict he should live to see another day.
 
Just then, he concluded what to do.
‘Kill myself undoubtedly, then I’ll stop feeling blue’.
Longing though to change his mind.
Moods flared up, of every kind.
Never had he felt this low.
Only solution is to merely let it go.

Pick a course; blade, gun or poison?
Quickest approach, without a reason!
Reflecting nothing, he simply acted.
Sanguinary wound, self-inflicted!
Thoughts of despair as he laid there bleeding.
Utter commotion, so very misleading.

Veils of black line the chapel floor.
Weeping eyes, dry no more.
Xylophonic gizmos the performers played.
Yawning a soft sweet serenade.
Zany acts could not be predicted, resulting in death, ‘self-inflicted!’

Copyright © | Year Posted 2016



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Date: 2/23/2016 9:13:00 PM
A very sad piece eloquently expressed.
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Carlene Simpson
Date: 2/23/2016 10:52:00 PM
Thanks Richard, sometimes sad experiences occupy areas of our lives.
Date: 1/30/2016 11:33:00 AM
Really good poem...I've been there, mentally and spiritually.
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Carlene Simpson
Date: 1/30/2016 11:43:00 AM
Well I pray that you were delivered Matt, no one should have to go through such an experience.
Date: 1/28/2016 7:02:00 PM
very interesting how you did this theme in alphabet style. Some powerful lines in this.
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Carlene Simpson
Date: 1/29/2016 7:38:00 AM
Thanks Andrea.....I knew what I want to say, though it took me a couple of hours to get it right in Abecedarian
Date: 1/28/2016 4:56:00 PM
Great write Carlene ...best wishes
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Carlene Simpson
Date: 1/29/2016 7:33:00 AM
Thanks Joseph, much appreciated.
Date: 1/28/2016 2:21:00 PM
Such a powerful abecedarian Carlene my heart goes out to the friend and relative who have to try and come to terms when someone takes their own life:-( hugs Jan xx
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Carlene Simpson
Date: 1/28/2016 2:28:00 PM
Don't I know it Jan.......Thanks for your comment.
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