Self Help Poem

SELF HELP POEM Self help Poem: It started off with one- I was really startled by the potency I was overwhelmed by it - It seemed to disappear faster than I could afford to be without it. I wanted it to last longer,I upped it by two. That burst of euphoria traveling faster than the time it took to think it. I mean before I could mellow out and write a whole poem, I had already required three; Three in my mouth same time- melting on my tongue dispersing flavorful burst of peppermint "Mentos" it was like a big distraction -- I couldn't write for long- Not knowing if this would be the last bursting sensation I would experience for tonight. I am down to one pack. My fingers are clawing open the packaging, there is only one left deep down.- I am terrified, It's is so good, My mouth is making my brain jealous. I cram in the Last one., a poem comes - I can't concentrate. Mentos excites my attitude. I want to thank them; Them who dumps pure exotic peppermint oil into a candy that is so sooo chewy and sweet, Inducing erotic feelings and fear... Mentos I can not get enough of you, two packs down and I sit praying for the will-power not to suck another Mentos tonight. Ok the Mentos, in my mouth is almost dissolved; I am looking at the last package... I am scared