Self Discovery

A million times Ive closed my eyes And wished that I could turn back the hands of time I still hear the anger,resentment and the hurt in your voice Wishing that I had made another choice All along I knew what pain it would cause In my blind arrogant way, I now see my flaws Did I have no shame? I have no one to blame I look in the mirror and I hate who I see Who in the hell is this woman looking back at me? I decided that it was time for a change Im getting back to who I am inside To that person that you held so dear Pure of heart,trustworthy and loving I am going to be that person.. Not for YOU,but for ME Inside my loneliness was killing me But today I can stand on my own Because that shame that I was carrying.. I have let go.. Soul searching .. Reaching .. Discovering . . ME