Seeking the Truth

Sometimes i fail to see what i am failing to see how can i think the worst of someone who is so innocent My heart ponders My eyes start to water I seek the truth but every time i look there is a thick fog preventing me If only he understood confused, at battle with my own emotions When the mind and heart are no longer in one direction I just lose direction And suddenly im in autopilot Thats when im my most dangerous Because im a danger to myself Having a mental breakdown Spiraling out of control I need meditation Clear my mind and let go