Secret Pain

Before we grow up We don't know evil We only know love Not any mean people We go thru pain While others get hurt They're called isane Names drug thru dirt Stick by your family Its all you got And dont go rambling Told, but not taught They wear a smile You hide the tears For just a while Now turns to years Don't say a damn word They won't believe you Some thing's never heard Very sad, but still true Keep your lips sealed Nope not a peep The scars will heal still Secrets you better keep Nobody else can know Nobody ever cares No evidence to show Just too damn scared It never gets better Cuts just get deeper Eyes only get wetter Strength becomes weaker Your whispers so low Fears are so strong Just a dead end road Been way too long They have control They have all the power Nowhere to go Ashamed of being a coward Who am I to tell What will they say I live here in hell Wishing I'd die everyday They don't give you warnings Tell the truths of life Pain from night til morning I really just wanna die You sit & you cry You look up above Tears fall fromyour eyes Ask God what have I done They've always hurt you Yet they're still free You don't know what to do Still scared and can't speak They kept you very quiet For far too many years Stay up all thru the night Fighting the demons so near Even still, there's no help You're truly all alone Some of very high wealth Some who had already known You take a deep breath Let out a slow sigh Think your only peace is death Telling yourself you have to die