Secret Lovers

my love for you is a secret if I tell someone, I'm afraid I can't keep it I've know you all my life but you only told me you loved me twice my feelings for you are so strong it hurts so much but I know what I feel is wrong I wish I could chain up your feelings in my heart I'll trap you when I smell your scent it freezes me like a statue I don't want to be your friend it just isn't fair your wife doesn't love you, I doubt she even cares but she's the one you married and I was a member in you wedding so I'll continue to be your friend and you can love me when your ready