Searching for myself

I am searching for myself,
The one who once walked by my side,
In the corner of a closed room,
Where dreams were penned with pride.

I sought the open sky,
Yet, inside, I wove my own web,
Like a spider crafting its thread,
Building dreams in silence instead.

Sometimes, my heart would race east,
At times, it ran west,
Dreams, so restless and fleeting,
Left me exhausted, never resting.

I chased the light in search of hope,
Then ran toward darkness with no scope,
Countless dreams, yet to be fulfilled,
I grew weary as they all stood still.

Tired, both I and my dreams,
Unrealized, caught in endless streams,
Now even dreams have ceased to arrive,
Abandoned by sorrow, no longer alive.

With dreams gone, so too my drive,
Maybe I, within, have lost the will to strive,
And in the end, I lost myself too,
All because I couldn't see it through.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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Sapkota Avatar
March 20, 2025 at 5:30 AM
hey anjana where are you from
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July 8, 2025 at 10:23 PM
thats good to hear
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April 9, 2025 at 10:05 PM
wow I am also from ktm
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April 3, 2025 at 3:44 AM
KTM
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December 26, 2024 at 2:18 AM
A thought provoking poem Anjana ,hope you had a wonderful Christmas day God bless. xx
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