Screams

Every night, it’s hard to sleep when I can’t close my eyes, 
The voices in my head scream. 
They want to be noticed, and it just hurts more and more, 
It’s a nightmare, not a dream. 

You wonder why I stay awake every night, 
The screams won’t give me a break. 
I just want to be left alone for once, to be alone, 
For everyone’s sake. 

The voices of the past continue to yell at me, 
No matter where I go. 
I can’t escape them, they’ll continue to follow, 
And no one will know. 

They laugh and shout at me when I do something, 
And I get no peace when they do. 
It’s not me when I do something rash, 
These things always start anew. 

I walk around with the weight of these voices on my shoulders, 
It seems I’ll never be free from them. 
I feel like a mouse in a cat’s paws, hanging around just waiting, 
It’s me they condemn.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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