Scream Attentions Only To Yield

I'm feeling like I've lost my sons for i have failed as a mother- I'm on the verge of becoming white as snow for I am trying to pull my life back together but taking the path to a darkness road, I'm walking slow I have fail to not have the emotions to feel hate for those to reign on my angry rage I have not seen any whales, to swim along side by side, for I haven't been on the right track of the page I have dreams that I wished to make it comes true but the fearful shadows of the streets nothing but loniliness is a road to be in more danger Can't you see, the reason to open your eyes for what the life has brought you a passionate lover standing right in front of you? been lost, alone in a cold air chilled my spine of my soul is heartbroken with tears than making peace and the sweetest amends to those I would called the darkest spirit; dressing like one of the gothic strangers. Do i finally have a big chance to be warm when I sleeps at the quiet nights? Am i thinking too seriously when i looked ahead of the way I'm living on earth? do you see that i now have a smile of feeling the thrills and delight? Have i reached the pit filled with flaming fire as my awakening desire waiting for you to lay me down in the jungle, on the sand and a place where i will no longer get hurt? if only I can stop thinking that i will live for there is more karmas will soon come back and make be the day of getting worse; I have tried to be loving for everyone who deserved to have the the gentle touch of my devotion for all eyes and bodies to see- being a lost, and lonely treasure, I have lost all of my reasons for me to be okay and to breathe for i have created the passionate dream of my fulfilled pleasures as long as i stop telling myself that i am a failure woman, while im walking with no stones of black fire.. i feel that i am no longer 100% human, for the hunger and the willingness of becoming the tiger-; waiting to pounce for a long time with the fate in me is getting tired. I can take you down as my fiesty side of a white tiger has finally step out... this isn't a joke, like you would care if u ever show your face around let it be heard, as i scream my roar for i am mighty proud to give it a fearful shout- but beware, as this will be your only caution: i will make you weak, and sores for never again will the blue-eyed white tiger will show any signs or weakness that i fail i will survive as you just became my slave, for the hunger in me is alive.