Scorn

Locked away on some  quasi-doctors couch
Spilling untold secrets to eager ears
Hoping for absolution
Knowing I've fallen from grace
Holding onto untold rage, jealousy of a love that isn't mine, trying to save face
Trying to be the good wife, keep up the charade of a good life 
Hoping earnestly to forget and forgive
Wretched heart, easily bruised, easily broken 
Yearning for closure, distance, unbidden hurts, unspoken
Compounded feelings of inadequacy, suffering unseen 
Yearning for a place, brought to desolation, naked, so base, so mean 
Crying a silent scream
Hiding pain from prying eyes 
Lying that everything is beautiful and I'm okay
Holding out a hollow shell 
At the end of the day 
Poison words 
Small shattered, scattered dagger tipped arrows wound the innocently 
Dangerous, poised, poisonous, 
Volcanic ire, fire and ice
my secret vice 
Hell hath no fury like a woman deeply scorned
You had your chance
You've been fairly warned
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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