Scientist Atop Mountain

I stood at the top of the mountain
Giddy, grinning— panting like a fiend
And thought of O2 sat., 
Allostery,
Polyporphyrin rings

And, in time, I thought of bottomlessness,
Half-filled glasses 
Stars exploding through the ineffable blackness

And thought, underneath it all,
What’s the vastness even mean?
I began climbing slowly down from the ego of my dream 

And asked 
What for?
Nothing more
But a flag stuck in the ground?
To calculatingly defy gravity 
As it mercilessly tugs us down?

And then I wondered, ponderously:
Am I a prophet
Or a god?
Is there a defined mind to our brain? 
Dimension to our façade?

A man behind the curtain?
A voice within the sky?
An ultimate time and place?
An adequate answer to “why?”    

I sat on the mountain, tortured
Like the archetypally wise
And knew then that all life’s purpose 

Had been imparted through desperate lies.

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Note to those not familiar with Biochemistry: 
The first stanza refers to hemoglobin's decrease in oxygen affinity in response to high altitude/ low atmospheric pressure. This is accomplished through the molecule's allosteric conformation change. Hemoglobin's molecular structure consists of a porphyrin ring.
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October 11, 2014 at 9:24 PM
Debbie said EVERYTHING I was thinking...yes, I too believe oxygen deprivation was the cause of their discombobulated minds! Fun scientific write! Congrats too!
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October 12, 2014 at 9:29 PM
nah http://www.innovations.gatech.edu/origins/
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October 11, 2014 at 4:06 PM
Makes one wonder if all those 'prophets' who found 'wisdom' on the mountain top were simply oxygen deprived?? wouldn't that be awful!Congrad's on your win, Light & Love
Allison Avatar
October 11, 2014 at 11:25 AM
many congrats on your win:-) hugs jan xx
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October 11, 2014 at 9:13 AM
Congratulations on your win Jessica.
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October 11, 2014 at 8:47 AM
Congratulations on your well deserved win. I am going to fav you as a poet and fav this poem for my collection.
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October 11, 2014 at 8:45 AM
Your talent is obvious here. There are moments of brilliance contained in this excellent write. I am glad you entered and placed high in this contest. It gave me an oppurtunity to read this wonderful poem.
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October 11, 2014 at 10:14 AM
Thanks! That means a lot, and I really appreciate it!
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October 11, 2014 at 7:29 AM
Wow Jessica brilliant scientific poetry! Congrats on big win!
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October 11, 2014 at 7:52 AM
Thank you!
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