Say Goodbye To Regret
Often times I wonder
what if we never met?
Would I have never suffered years
of self hatred & regret?
Looking back should have known
Probably should have even heard
You hurt me so bad the feeling
goes way beyond words
If 2 worlds never came together
that Spring day
Leaving me with a pain that
never really fully goes away
I trusted you perhaps I simply
refused to SEE
Than you went made a
complete FOOL out of ME
Was she worth it? so
full of envy & jealousy
Did you FORGET one minor detail
that you HAD a FAMILY?
I TRUSTED you and gave
you my whole heart
Slowly but surely your shallow
LIES tore it apart
Thought I knew YOU why didnt I SEE?
What did she have that you
picked HER over ME?
We took a vow I was yours
you were suppose to be mine
Was she simply convenient holeright place right time?
Cant believe how you could look me in the eyes
Should have listened to my gut
instead of your LIES
YOU got the easy way out u got to die
I was left to do my best & survive
I got to sit around self destruct
all ALONE and just cry
OUR daughter almost 3 yrs old
barely a month shy
Night after night her tiny voice
asking me WHY Mommy WHY?
Where did Daddy go did he say bye bye?
Now FOREVER questioning eveything Men do or say
Possibly a blessing that fateful November day
Your lies torn down the 8 years that WE built
NO LONGER will I beat myself up with the guilt
Now my life is HAPPY a wonderful Man I have finally met
I have moved on forgiven you but shall never forget
Time to free myself and say goodbye to REGRET
Copyright © Diana Vee | Year Posted 2016
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