Save Me From Myself

I can't seem to find that thing, that niche, that groove I can not put my finger on what makes something in me move My mother told me to search for love as if it can be seen My friends say search my recesses whatever that may mean I just want to find that place where all emotions dwell That place that's deep inside of me that protects me from this hell All the devastating losses and the persecutions too the numerous disasters that come with loving you I know what I seek and I know it does exist To find it before I self destruct is my only wish