Sanity

Holding onto the pain, am I still sane. My life is a mess, Im like a mother bird who has lost her nest. I replay everything over in my head, somethings gotta give, there's got to be something i can do something to revive my life that feels dead. They say accept the things you cannot change. I think its change the things, you cannot accept. My life is different, spontaneous and at times it is rough. I know I can get through this, I know because I am tough. Things sometimes go bad, but other times they can be times that can never be replaced. This is the most difficult jouney,I think I have ever faced. I want to be normal, I just want to fit in. But how can I do that, when I live a life of sin.