Said and Done

Lonely & hurt Broken I remain Can't shake the guilt Living in shame Put on fake smile I slowly fade away The nightmare of your death We live with every day The meaning of it all this to which my mind attends Has not one answer that I can fully comprehend WHY why did this have to HAPPEN? And WHY to YOU no one understands the agony OR torture that I put myself through Could I have done something else Should I have done more? Hindsight is 20/20 that's for sure So with the pain I must endure Ready to fight for you AN epic battle is in store I wanted to save and protect you Wanted to repay you for all that you do NOT sure what happened exactly But I've got a clue UNFORTUNATELY something we can't undo I will Advocate Mom I will stand up for you I will do what at the time I wasnt permitted too "Move on don't waste your time" that's what they all said I at least have to TRY for HER OR I too may as well be dead I will get to the bottom of this no truer words were said I know in my heart justice will prevail Truth will come out every horrible detail Gonna see negligence on a gigantic scale To the cross it's YOUR ass I'm hoping we nail Than everyone will see What I knew all along What he did is called MURDER no more denial Believing you did nothing wrong In jail with the criminals is where he belongs We stick together unified Familiy loyalty is too strong Too late now don't want to Hear your sad sad song "Stay strong and keep going it's never too late"... No one seems to realize For retribution Its an agonizing wait Have to play by the rules present facts & articulate DID he care or think about you When he carelessly sealed your untimely fate? In case he forgot I am here to remind him gonna set the record straight Going to let him know what I feel that his care is second rate How can he sleep at night knowing he left you in that saddened state? Probably never LOST his heart & soul HE just Simply can't relate Fortunately for me not quitting has always been my forte I will sit back & let the facts Pave Justices way When all said and done your still gone that fact will remain Victory for ME Making sure that you didn't die needlessly in VAIN Others may comment I don't get it WHY go through all this it's insane! Answers simple what he did to was cruel & inhumane But most of all because we are FAMILY nothing more to explain Mark my words my precious Mother In court this butcher will get his day Too late than don't give a **** What hes got to say BEAT it move on just be on your way No Remorse his only concern HIS lackluster skills on display Accept the consequences Get out of our life to him I want to say I hope you see her face & what your incompetence STOLE Every single day Face the facts shes not here because of YOU and is is definitely NOT OK Bye bye see ya later Let's GET your punishment underway I told you we were here for one reason We did not come to play When it's all over I've got nothing more this sad chapter in our lives over We can close that door Have to live with her absence And it burns to the core Holidays and memories without her Is what we have in store IT will be a battle hard fought but still NEVER truly won Because in THE end she's still GONE when it's all said and done