Sadness

I'm on the verge of breaking down. But I have for so long refused to let myself fall. Depression and sadness has become apart of everyday life And the hope of someday being your wife Is now fade with the wind. AND It's lost in the cool breeze. At times I wish I could just make you freeze. But I can't. So the best thing to do is to let you leave. I have to except the fact that your no longer apart of me. I'm on the verge of just letting it all go. I've pushed all love aside. Theirs nothing left I have to show. I never thought I would stoop so low. But my heart no longer has a choice but to grow cold. Your heart I once had I no longer hold. With the love the dream of us growing old. But I shell always have the wonderful memory's. But if only I could just make you freeze.