Running Without Keys

Everytime I try to run you come right back to me, I don't know why and I don't know how but you do, I'm as helpless as a kitten up a tree, I am a vessel with no sea, a heart with no body, and a mind with no thoughts, how can I be when I can't even see, I can't even see where I want to be, I run some more, I can't focus, the very thought of you drowns me again, here I am lost without your arms and I watch you and you see nothing, all I want is help, but no one can know and so here I am, alone trying to escape, secretly before my feelings become too, Obvious.