Running Scared

im running scared from the thought that are rushing trough my head all at once am i doing the right thing is this me the thoughts of losing her what happend to us is it my fault is it hers do i really want her or is it that i need her am i right for her is she right for me i try running away from these thoughts by working watching tv cleaning but it seems to always come up all i see is her face and i feel happiness but its followed by pain cause of whats happend my only escape is sleep but you always find way to make it in my dreams you alway find away in my head so am i scared of you i think i am but im glad i am im glad that i feel this way it make me know that my love for you is real it make that i do truly mean what i say to you it makes me so miserable but i love it the pain form yoru loss of love is my pleasure