Ruben Es Mi Papi, Mi Amor

It hurts to hold back what I wanna say It brings warm fresh tears to my eyes today I can't shake my feelings cause they're real its seems I wanna wake up, but I cant...this isn't a dream I finally know what it is to fall in love, its all so new I didn't just fall in love, I fell in love with you I never knew love could bring joy and so much pain I feel as if I'm in the midst of a cold and bitter rain We are always together and hardly ever apart your leaving is going to be murderous to my heart I never knew love could hurt so much, my tears they sting When I wipe them away, around each eye is a red ring My eyes are bloodshot and swollen from the tears I've cried because I cant seem to tell you I need you by my side When we say goodbye I will crumble and fall my heart will shatter to pieces so frail and small You have my heart I gave you my key you need to undo the lock so the chains fall free So you can see how i feel about me and you those feelings on my heart like a permanent tattoo I want you to see, feel, and know exactly how I felt the first time you kissed me and made my heart melt Your touch and your kisses like electricity that takes my breath away I feel selfish to say it, but I need you to please, please stay When we are together I lose track of time and space I sometimes forget we are even in this place I know you can see I love you its in my eyes when you look you see only truth no lies My love for you has a bright glow and shine and its been that way since I called you mine You managed to knock me off my feet you're a good man, so wonderful and sweet We have a magnificent bond we share we built it strong with love and care Our feelings so strong, our connection so deep but neither of us ready to take that leap A leap that means sharing how we truly feel but our feelings we keep continuing to conceal Before we open up, we'd rather risk losing it all This will be the beginning and end of our downfall Falling in love, for me this is a first I know this broken heart will be the worst Originally Written: 4/11/13 8:14am-9:15 am