Rock Bottom Again

And once again it happened, I took to long to make a choice, Now I am back down on rock bottom, I should've listened to that little voice, The one that kept telling to let go, Change yourself before it's to late, But since I have such a hard head, I've reached bottom on this date, Don't feel sorry for me though, For now I think its for the best, I need to get my mind back straight, And slowly figure out the rest, I know it's my fault for being here, I should've changed before I fell, Since I didn't do that once again, I've brought myself closer to hell, I'm not going to lie to you but, I feel I really need to stay this low, So when it's time for me to get up, I'll know exactly which way to go!! 7/7/19