Road of My Life

The Walls are closing in, nothing in back but the sound fo memories that are in my past. They say ghosts haunt people; there are no ghost's only memories haunt the living. The ones I loved and the thoughts that were with them although they cross into the abyss, they just come back. The hope I have to see the dead to have the one I love again. Although she's not dead she is out there with my rib. She is out there and I need to find her and she will be my Eve, This is a hard task, but with God I will find her with ease. The crossing seems long and many people cross by, just to say hi. Though I feel, I just am depressed. I want people to come up to me. To talk to me on this road. Wanting people to care when I am in despair. Altough I feel Crossing all alone I go, God is with me and He knows. I thank him everyday for the life I have, but at times I feel like I can't move on. The road of me has just begun paving my way into the sun. Although I want to know, who I am going to spend forever with. I will cross eternity to meet her.