Right Before Dawn

Sleep is the sand that slips through my fingers My hands the only way i can hold on Dust blown in the wind The glitter and twinkle Im falling and drifting In and out of my head Crack open the window And let the sweat dry Her scent keeps me up The only sense i have laying heavy I am always loneliest right before dawn Id rather have a knife fight Than have my lover lured away At least then someone else Can feel me No fantasy can distract me And the drugs dont last long enough