Reverse

Am I slow?
I've asked for quite a while 
Everything I do 
Always seems peculiar 
A minor fault in the way I'm perceived 
I felt left out 
My words 
My thoughts 
My expressions 
They were different from others
I thought hard and well 
Though not quite like the rest 


Processing seemed hard for me
A slow dismantling of how I was taught to think 
Like i needed time
I felt I was ok
The environment didn't think so 
I got quiet and awkward 
Loud and talkative 
Not quite like the others 
Like I was always the opposite 
Stares from all angles
Emotions I couldn't understand at that age

In my way of life 
My writing
My advice 
It was twisted 
No one seemed to understand 
Only the villains in pages
I lived in reverse
I wanted friends 
But we didn't have the same ideals
I was approached 
I seemed different they said
Not like them quite enough but funny to be around 
Like a comic relief
I want to change 
Or maybe find the right people
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July 9, 2026 at 9:57 PM
Definitely find the right people who see the wonderful person you are. Conformity comes with a price, that is individuality. Our uniqueness is what we stand to loose. So keep doing your way you will find many who want to stay their unique selves too.
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