Restless

Here I am, restless in my bed again. Wondering if I ever cross your busy mind. Wondering if the sight of your face will ever light up my eyes again. I am afraid of losing you. Afraid that I will never touch you again. I miss the memories we made. How we made love everyday. How every word you tell me comforts even the deepest fears I have. I love you. And because I love you I will justify how devoted I am to you. Regardless of what happened, I will never give up on you. I will never quit on the promise my love made to you. Your love for me I could never repay, And someday you will see that we were meant to be together. We were meant to get married and have kids. We were meant to live our lives with nothing but love to fall back on. I love you. And because I love you, here I am. Restless in my bed again. Wondering if I ever cross your busy mind. Wondering how a perfect love can go wrong. But I will never give up because I am in love. I may falter, but I will never fail. I am too persistent to fail on you. You are my driving force, the reason I do my best. But without you, I am lost. I cannot go on. So I ask myself, Why am I here restless in my bed again. Wondering if I ever cross your busy mind. And today I swear this vow. I am not an angel but I am true. I will always love you.