Remember

I remember the gun shot. I remember my parents running to Jocelyn's room. I remember seeing the blood running from her pretty face. And I felt the tears streaming down mine. How much pain can a heart takes before it gives out. I am sure I am pretty close. If I could just have one more day with her, that's all I will ever want in life. Just to hold her in my arms, tell her it's okay, I love her. Jocelyn, my heaven is where ever you are. And since you aren't here on earth, I am in a living hell. I don't know how we can get through the days without you here. Without your laughter, your humor, your beautiful face. But when that time comes for me to see you, I will be elated. I hope you are doing okay there in heaven. I hope you are thinking of us, because we are thinking of you everyday. Jocelyn Smyth, you were the best sister ever, I love you.