Religion to Athiesm to Spirituality to Whatever this is

Science and spirit, 
Never separated, 
Oppressive systems aside,
Divinity exists. 

It used to be Twin Flames,
Once it was empath vs narcissist,
Tarot and deities,
Psychedelics as an exit. 

Unsolicited esoteric knowledge,
Struggling to see straight,
A brain so active with no choice,
I chose this before I came. 

Extreme choices while searching,
Deep in the polarity and duality of life,
Experiencing the opposites,
To one day experiencing humanity without shame. 

Befriended Sikhs and Mormons,
Shamans and Catholics,
Hindu and Muslim,
Athiest and White washed Spirituality. 

Religion was my chosen start, 
Brief athiesm I encountered after,
Spirituality then all encompassing,
All rooted in control, what a catastrophe. 

Twenties were the worst years,
Building foundations blindly,
Dying endlessly to learn the trade,
To hire myself again. 

Embrace my physical vessel,
Use it to help not harm,
Face the darkness indoctrinated,
No longer excusing the choices made. 

I hang with Jesus, 
Also Odin and my passed loved ones,
Read Tarot and the Bible,
In the same reading. 

Devil, human psyche really,
Experiencing light to the lack of early,
The wordly and most ethereal of myself,
Existence is provided when my soul I continue feeding.
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June 24, 2026 at 11:54 PM
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June 24, 2026 at 11:54 PM
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