Rejection

Beaten, broken, rejected, torn open, I'm sick of it all these things What one might call a simple fling. Scarred and alone, My saddness is my new home, Tearing me apart. Why are things only good in the start? I want to smile Its been a while I'm never seen with one anymore Each time I get up again I'm pushed to the floor. Whether its day or night, There's always a fight, One that shreds my heart, My fault again for something I didn't start A smile, a tear, A mask, some fear, Will it ever end? Oh why oh why can't I just be happy again?